sickening

Yesterday i and aL talk till half way and im busy at work so i say later call her back and not long she reach church le cant really talk liao. Text also must wait till she free then will reply but yesterday we text like nt even 5 or 6 msg she nv reply me anymore.


Mid nite she call and ask me thing tt i dun wan to say at all.
I just hate it when she ask me tt. (Tis is between me and her) sorry cant say.
I str away send her a msg NO and i switch off my phone already.
After few hr i on my phone and see she did reply me.
But i dun feel like replyin her tt msg she send.


Now is like 12.31pm le no msg from her and i did not text her too.


I'm tired...
Confuse.....
I feel no secure...
heart beat...
I feel pain...
Heart keep bleeding...