Ouch

Wake up at 6plus go toilet after tt suddenly wanted to go into my blog and update my feelin..

Think after clare bday tpy im going to say goodbye to u. Will not step into there anymore lots of hui yi there. I noe u hv move on so ya..... I'm nt going to say more cos it hurt me more when ever i think of it i noe it will bt a very hard time for me. Have been draggin and draggin wanted to msg bt friends beside me have say dun text u dun text u.. Actually im nt really use to it cos almost everyday we text we talk on the phone we meet. Y i'm tearsin at tis hr6.35am...

I hate wearin a mask out to cover my feelin..
Yuki is a guy. Di Yi Chi tt song is for you..

I really miss you now and then bt everything is really over..
I hate to say tt bt i hv no choice.

I hate to tears i hate miss you i hate to think of the past although im happy in the past bt nt now.
I HATE MYSELF!
Tears till my head hurt tears till my eyes pain..